i have two driving instructors. i really like one of them and i really dislike the other one. i had the one i dislike yest and he really makes me hate going for driving lessons. i'm really serious. he doesn't give clear instructions, like telling me to turn only after i have already passed the turn and blame me for doing a wide turn. he likes to control my steering wheel and jam my brakes. like hello. i know what i'm doing. and it's not possibly my fault bcoz my other instructor doesn't do tt even when i do the exact same thing. i am not going to kill you. i need some time to recuperate before my next lesson. he really, like really irritates me. 

went to the gym yest. like after 218274629 years. i know i'm getting unfit and all. but i'm proud of myself. i completed 2.4km on the trackmill. okay. so maybe i cheated a little. i walked for two laps. but at least i tried. it's a huge accomplishment for a person who didn't even run for like 1mm the last few months. give me some credit!

oh and some good news! i weighed myself yest at the gym and i officially gained weight! congratulate me ppl! let's go celebrate! i've been trying so so so very hard to gain weight. sth which seems impossible to me and i gained 2kg. aren't you proud of moi?

i'm actually supposed to be on my way to np now with kiti to eat my yong tau fu. but tt himbok is still asleep! he's so going to pay for this later. though i understand tt he's really tired coz he slept like for 1 hr for the past few days due to his exams but still, i'm not letting him off the hook so easily.

clubbing tonight. =D

cheerios! you never understood.

i cannot stand my hair. i really cannot wait for it to grow long. totally have no idea what came over me to want to chop everything off. (actually it happened a few times) argh. can my hair like grow faster! seriously contemplating abt putting on extensions. saves me the agony of my slow growing hair. 

i want to revampt my wardrobe. not tt i have much clothes to start with. but still. 

i want to do pedicures. 

i want to go do treatment for my hair and have long hair. 

i want to marry a rich guy and not study like, foreva.

life is so full of 'i wants'. but whatever. i'm just saying it for myself.

life is really fragile isn't it? so is relationships with other ppl. it's so fragile that it is in fact pretty terrifying at the mere thought of it. so let's just live life to the fullest each and every day and treasure everyone around us. better said than done. it really isn't tt easy. dare to oppose? i'll make sure i'll kill every single word of yours. do not deny what i just said unless you have really done it. which is close to impossible.

i'm being random again. but who really cares actually. you're probably looking at this in amusement at how random-ish i am. right? see i know you too well. all too well. 

truth be told. i am just dead bored right now. i can actually go for driving tonight since there is an empty slot. but nah. enough of driving for two consecutive days. i need a break. why can't i just hire a chauffeur? oh i know why. because my dream of marrying a rich and old guy hasn't come true yet.
 
i'm feeling hungry. i feel like going for steamboat. bugis steamboat. just thinking about it makes me drool. and thinking abt dinner at home later just spoils my appetite. totally. =(

oh. i forgot to mention earlier abt this really weird guy i met yest. while walking to the 190 bus stop from my place. i met this guy. he's called david or so he claims. he tried making a conversation with me and said i look familiar and ask me if i stay ard here. and he even wanted a handshake (gross) and asked for my number. like are u crazy? do you seriously think i will give you my precious number. freaky guy.

cheerios! WAKE UP!  

i wouldn't mind marrying a singer.
i wouldn't mind marrying a cook.
i wouldn't mind marrying a dancer.
i wouldn't mind marrying an athlete.
i wouldn't mind marrying a romanticist.
i wouldn't mind marrying an actor.
i wouldn't mind marrying a makeover artist.

a definite plus point would be he has to...be rich, handsome, built, tall, tanned, truthful, loyal,speaks fluent english, have a good sense of humour, attentive, sweet, gentlemanly, loves his family and me, etc. etc. etc.

i wouldn't mind marrying david beckham, wilber pan, zhang dong liang, channing tatum, my hongkong actor cum singer cute guys, oliver james.

wouldn't it be nice if i could combine all of them into one? 

and i can definitely continue dreaming on. 

the recent 070707 has got me into a fuzzy mood so just bear with me. 

back to the norm. 

met up with royston yest. poor boy was still sick and he didn't bring a jacket even though we were going to see a show and he running a fever. he was so cold in the theatre that he started shivering and his lips turned purple. it was tt bad. sent his home straight after the movie before he faints.

went for my driving lesson shortly after. yest lesson was extremely fun. i was driving above the speed limit as given permission by my instructor and i was overtaking ever single car in my sight. now you know why it's fun. overtaking is such a fun thing to do especially when you are overtaking a person's car driving with a 'L' plate. ecstacy. =)

dinner at clementi with my parents and kiti. food was good good GOOD. haven't had such a fulfilling meal in a long time. oh, kiti cut his hair! look sooo much better now but he looks fatter. (he's so going to kill me if he reads this)

cheerios! drink more water

....just wanna sit and stare at you." this is kinda like my 'now' song now.

royston just got back from his little field camp thing and he has to study for some test today. which is quite sad really. ocs is really saddening. he has my sympathy. but he's going strong none the less.

okay, so anyway i was at kiti's place on tues or wed i tink. i cannot really remember. i lost track of time. =( i had a blast. we watched this really boring movie, 'man of the year' chosen by none other den yours truly. (it wasn't my fault k.) so we ended up trying to steal each other pillows and seats. i had the best seat in the house. it was really fun. just for the record, I AM NOT A CHIPMUNK! we should do this more often. but first, i want to go shopping! i NEED to go shopping.

did i ever mention how desperate i was to eat haagen daaz's chocolate chocolate chip ice cream but i couldn't find it for days that i went to buy their chocolate ice cream and bought my own hershey's chocolate chips. it didn't taste the same. like obviously. but it was better den nth. that was how desperate i was. i know. i do crazy random stints. but who really cares anyway.

anyway yest, a extremely fat lizard crawled up my sis's legs in our room. and she got so nervous she swept the lizard to my bed and i was like falling off the bed screaming my head off. mind you, it was really a very fat lizard. i think it has been eating up all the insects in my room. i hope the lizard dies soon or sth. i'm not trying to be mean. but really. it's a freaking huge fat ass lizard crawling ard my bed. what do you think?

cheerios! kill it! spartan!

apparently there's some stuff brewing up at home with my maternal side. hope everything becomes okay soon. it's really over a very small matter. really. like my sis said. this friday we really have to wear a bullet proof vest to the dinner. haha. my sis is really the funniest person i know in this planet. not tt i know people in other planets. okay, nvm.

tuan quan's dinner is postponed to next week. till he is back from brunei. 

oh i tink royston has to go brunei too for training. awww. poor guy. he is like almost dying inside there already. not dying. but he's not used to stuff there i guess. he said it's like very strict and all. hope he can survive this first 3 weeks. i'm like his chu(1) qi(4) tong(2).

side note: ROYSTON GOH REMIND ME TO TELL U!

it's so early. like not even 9am and here i am blogging. got woken up by the heat because my ever fabulous sister likes the turn off the air-con (she says it's cold. but i'm scared of heat. yeah. we're really different. you'll nv know). oh boy. 

i want to find a job. but who wants to hire a person for like one month and within the one month has to take alot of leave to settle all my uni stuff. this IS bad. ah. but i'm so bored at home i tink i can die. well at least, the fat ass is coming back to singapore today. i have another person to disturb. la la la. i love you fat ass! haha! 

apparently my sister is at the FASS orientation camp now. supposed to give a talk to the kids (okay, 19 yrs old are not kids) and some seminar thingy. thankfully i'm not there. if not i'll have to do cheers like what they are doing now and go for talks. like seriously.

cheerios! at your sweetest. =)